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Minh was had moved in a year earlier and was happy to meet another young woman. The majority of the residents were over 50. Both studied at the nearby university. But the dormitories there were not suited for students with such severe needs as Ellie’s and Minh’s. The vietnamese girl was studying graphics and design. Ellie was good with numbers and was going to be an accountant.
But today university didn’t matter.
“Alexa, start CD” A “ping”-sound emerged from the little black box next to the stereo system. The first song started. “Turn up volume to max”, Minh shouted and the speakers started to vibrate from the noise. The CD cover fell over. Outside several “fucks”, “police” and “system” were audible. Windows from neighboring apartments were closed.
“Yeah”, Ellie shouted and head banged as much as she could. Her chair jerked back and forth, as she accidentally hit the joystick with her face several times. She didn’t care. Her upper body shook quite a lot, but was firmly held in place by the big straps over her upper breast. The movement of her shoulders was transferred to her arms. Even her hands moved back and forth ever so slightly. When her neck was tired Ellie put her chin on the joystick and let her chair spin around several times. Minh laughed, as Ellie bumped into the bed and other furniture.
Minh was singing along to the songs, She had looked up the lyrics from a little booklet which came with the CD. As her neck was weaker than Ellie’s, she banged her head just slightly. But her index and middle fingers twitched with the rhythm of the songs.
“This one is shit, Alexa, play the next song.” Minh said.“
No, it’s slow but nice”, Ellie protested. “Alexa rewind”. And the previous song played again.“
As long as you have your chair under my roof…”, threatened Minh and grabbed her mouthstick with her teeth.
Similar Ellie’s chair a horizontal metal bar was attached to the hospital bed and run across Minh's chest. But it only held Minh’s phone and a mouthstick. Minh didn’t need any other devices. She could control her hole room with her smartphone. She could raise her bed, control the radio, TV and the intercom at the door. Even the shutters of the windows and the air conditioning could be controlled with the phone.
With a few taps with the moutstick Minh switched the speech recognition of Alexa off. With her phone she ordered the CD player to fast-forward to the next song.
“You big meany”, Ellie laughed and her shoulders were shaking in anger. Her motionless hands lay flat in the armrest. Ellie put her chin on the joystick and jerked her chin forward. The chair bumped into the hospital bed right where the metal bar with Minh’s phone was attached to the grid around the bed. The impact made the metal bar shake heavily.
“Shit” Minh had just tried to attach the mouthstick back to the bracket on the metal bar. She had the stick just barely in her mouth. Due to the shaking the mouthstick fell of the bracket and fell to the side of Minh's face. Mint tried to grasp the wide mouthpiece with the corner of her mouth and made some freaky faces. But she didn’t succeed. The mouthpiece slipped away and the mouthstick slipped down on her shoulder. Minh stretched her head and neck, trying to reach the stick. But it was just a few centimeters too far away.“
You dumbass. Now we can’t control the CD player at all”, Minh laughed. “Debbie, Debbie... Come here, help”. She shouted. “Help, help” Ellie sang along. Her voice was stronger than Minhs. But the noise was too loud.“
Now get her. It’s your fault after all.” Minh ordered.
“I roll to the rescue”, Ellie said and put her chin on the Joystick to drive to the garden door.
Debora’s back was facing the door, as she was still occupied with the laundry. Ellie stopped in the door frame. “Deborah, we are in dire need of your assistance. We cannot stop the music without you”, Ellie alerted Minh's assistant.
“Oh boy”, Deborah turned around and Ellie drove slowly backwards into the room. Deborah puckered her face, when she entered the noisy room. First she switched off the music and then grabbed the stick and stuck it back in its bracket in front of Minh’s face.
“Thanks Deb’”, Minh said meekly to her caretaker. She knew how much Deborah hated the noise. The little accident had pushed both punks girls out of their little dreams of freedom and rock music. Suddenly they were reminded how severely dependent they were on the help of other people. “It’s difficult to rebel against the hands which keep you alive.” A thought Minh had had so often during her childhood. Even after she left her parents house to live an ‘independent live’, Minh knew this feeling would never fully disappear her hole life.
Minh and Ellie continued with their music session. After they had listened to the album two times their ears were ringing. “That was awesome”, Minh said. “But no complaints from neighbors so far. I am surprised”, she laughed.
“You guys are finished? Can I get you something?” Deborah entered the room again. Without waiting for a response she grabbed a little bottle with a straw from the table. Minh sucked eagerly on the straw. “You have to drink more”, Deborah scolded. “You too?”, she turned towards Ellie. Ellie affirmed and Deborah changed the straw in the bottle and held it to Ellie’s mouth. While sucking Ellie realized how thirsty she had been.
“You are sweating a bit” The concerned Deborah dabbed Ellie’s forehead with a small towel. “I’m alright. Spinning around to the music is hard work”, Ellie explained. Deborah smiled and returned into the garden.Ellie turned her head and watched Deborah leave the room. “Did she lose weight? She looks great.”
Minh smirked and answered: “She is trying out a new workout-plan again. You should see her biceps.”
“I wasn’t looking at her biceps”, Ellie laughed.
“Oh, I know where you were looking”, Minh laughed.
“I wish I could get an ass like this. But nobody would see it anyway”, Ellie sighed.
“Sure, you just appreciate the hard work of a fellow friend”, Minh teased. “Be honest. Like they said in the last song of the album: ‘You just wanna bite that ass’”.
“My mind is completely innocent, unlike yours”, Ellie said, maneuvering her chair closer to Minhs bed. She didn’t want Deborah to accidentally eavesdrop.
“Every girl wants to feel one of her many sisters sometimes”, Minh quoted another lyric from one of the songs. “Don’t worry, you don’t need Deborah’s ass to lure in your sisters. Not with those pointy things sticking out of your shirt”, Minh’s eyes wandered over Ellie’s breasts with a suggestive look on her face.
Ellie was a head taller than the little Vietnamese girl. But her little a-cups were no match against Minh’s firm bs. Like most of the time Ellie didn’t wear a bra under her tight shirt. Her nipples were visible under her tight black top. She wore an open red jacket and tight dark jeans with her big black goth-boots.
“Are you hitting on me by any chance?”, Ellie smirked but then her face turned red, when Minh didn’t give a witty response right away”.
“Umm, I mean… I really do think you are a good-looking woman”, Minh didn’t seem to know what to say.“
Is this because of Mark? When did he leave you? More than a month ago. I didn’t think you to be that thirsty, girl”, Ellie tried to sound funny.“
I’m not thirsty and it’s not that”, Minh frowned. And there was this awkward silence again.
“But have you never thought about it?”, Minh whispered.
“I, too, had a boyfriend…”, quite a while ago” Ellie pressed the second part of the sentence through her closed teeth.
“Come on. You know that doesn’t mean anything. And don’t worry, I’m not going to become some ultra lesbo. I don’t want to marry you.”, Minh said with a red face. Ellie’s heartbeat increased and she could feel a drop of sweat run down her forehead.
“But this is university after all… And we both are pretty close. I thought you would understand. I’m sorry.” Minh continued. She really wished she could use her hands to play with something and focus on something else. Both girls tried not to look in each others eyes.
“No, don’t be. We always want to be honest to each other. I didn’t want to make you feel bad. … But this is still a crazy idea”, Ellie said.
“What do you mean?,” Minh had a questioning look on her face.
“Goddamn look at us. Minh”, said Ellie. “It doesn’t matter if we want it. What do you want us to do? To send kisses through the air? We can both decide to do it here and now and the one-meter distance between us would still be impossible for us to cross”, sadly Ellie looked down on her unmoving hands and legs. Both girls were not newcomers to sextalk. They had frequently shared their experiences. But all her partners had been men and more importantly able-bodied. Ellie got a boyfriend in the last year of high school. After she moved out of town he had visited several times. But slowly they had drifted apart. Minh got her first friend in university. After two years they broke up. Since then both had occasional one-night stands.
Ellie knew that one part of the discussion had been lurking in the shadows for quite a while. They had seen several couples among their fellow residents. In some cases both partners appeared severely disabled. But as most of them were quite old, them having sex never occurred to the two girls. “How old-fashioned of me”, Ellie thought to herself.
To Ellie’s surprise Minhs face lit up.
“That’s your problem?” she laughed. Have you never thought about how the couple in the apartment right above mine does it? They are almost as helpless as we are.”
“Yes, almost”, Ellie was still not convinced. “Let’s face it. We are both basically dead mannequins. At least the woman upstairs can move her arms a bit. No… for us a man who can hold us in his strong arms is the best solution for both partners concerned. He can handle our bodies in the way, both can enjoy it. Or a strong woman if you want it. How would we even be able to please each other?”, Ellie said.
“Well that’s the part we need to find out. I must remind you, that my fingers are not as dead as yours”, Minh said and lifted index and middle fingers of both hands up for a centimeter. Powerless they sank down on the mattress. In her wheelchair she used fingers of both hands to control a very sensitive joystick.
“Minh… I can’t just get up and lie down in your bed next to you…” Ellie sighed.
“As I said, this is the least of our problems”, Minh replied. "You know that Deborah handles my specific needs. If she is not afraid of a dildo, she won’t be afraid of helping us out. Which one of your assistants is the one who does the sexy stuff with you? Linda was it, right? She will definitely help out too. But I’m sure Deborah could handle us both alone, if you don’t want Linda to get involved.”
Indeed, Ellie was not happy about the idea of involving more and more people in her potential experiment. Linda had always helped her to prepare and insert remote controlled toys. But Ellie had always enjoyed sex alone with her partners. It was a way to get away from the professional cold hands of the assistants. The clumsy way how the of often insecure men handled her frail body was part of the charm of the experience.
“I don’t know”, Ellie said. “Telling Deborah exactly what we desire to do to each other? Always having her stand around the corner, so we can call her to rearrange our hands on each other's bodies... Doesn’t sound very erotic. She would never see me in the same way as before. She is your career after all…”, Ellie pondered.
“This is our fate, Ellie. You know that”, With sad eyes Minh looked down on her own still body. “As always we have to push the idea of having the assistants next to us out of our head. Make them fade out of our mind. They have always explained this to us. They are our tools. Otherwise independence, privacy and intimacy will be unattainable for us. This is what they meant. They were talking about this exact situation.”
Both sat in silence for a moment.
“I don’t know”, Ellie repeated.
“Come on you little Sissy. What’s the worst that could happen. Smelling each other's bad breath? Not liking our kisses? We know us for so long. I trust you. If it’s a let-down we both will laugh about it the next day”, Minh tried to lighten up the mood.
“Having sex with your best friend is quite a big deal, Minh”, Ellie responded seriously, but had a faint smile on her face.
“We will not destroy our friendship over a little sexy time. We are not men”, Minh teased. Ellie smiled briefly at her and then looked away again.
“Come on now, you want it too”, Minh pushed.
Ellie looked back at her: “We will only tell Debora.” |
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